it has been a dreadful week.
a real dreadful one.
sometimes i'm not even sure
if i can pull through all this.

had three sleepless nights in a row.
it got me thinking all night.
everytime i shut my eyes, i'll get so afraid.
afraid that my nightmares would consume me.
afraid that you wouldnt be there.
to protect me.

been emo for the past few days.
dont know what has gotten into me.
my usual companions, the stars,
refuse to shine.
everything seems cloudy and grey.
the tears could just flow out any moment.
but i promised.


/ he hasnt smiled for three days.
my heart has been wrenching for three days.